thinking. (and you know where that gets me)

+thinking about taylor swift's new song, never grow up (playing right now on my music player, if you're like me & mute all blogs. heh.) why you gotta make me cry like that, taylor?
+thinking about a lil' porch party with these girls. and how much fun we can have smoking a silly grape cigar.

+thinking about my lorieloo. and our sporadic ride on the matterhorn together with her in MY LAP! bah! i have so much fun with her. she's my online bff, afterall ;) just love her. & those darling boys of hers. it's crazy to think that blogging made us friends. i just love that too. (you can see more pics on her blog, here)

+thinking about my grandma who lost her battle with cancer today. we weren't the closest, but we shared a birthday. and my middle name, june, is her first name. i'm thankful that the last time i saw her, we were able to have a sweet moment together. i told her how much Jesus loved her. how much i loved her. and she told me how much she loved me as we both bawled our eyes out. she will be missed. it's so crazy how fast life goes. and just like that, she's gone.

+thinking of japan. can't stop. it's like something out of a sci fi movie! so unreal, yet real. and the last few days, as i've found myself letting my mind wander in fear, making my lists of earthquake prepared-ness kits, (you think i'm kidding), i keep reading this verse...psalm 46:1-5. there's nothing to be afraid of when God's the captain of your ship. nothing.

+thinking of my sweet grandpa who will spend his first night alone tonight after being married for 50+ years. i just can't imagine that moment. but i know it's inevitable for us all. i pray God brings him peace. & i'm thankful that nothing in this life is worth holding onto other than Christ.

+thinking of my tim. and our conversation the other night while lying in bed:
me: whatcha doin?
him (on his phone next to me): just managing my restaurant.
me: huh?
him: look at these people! they're so happy! i just cooked them spaghetti & mac n cheese!
me: are you serious? 
him: ya, i built this restaurant so people can come eat. my friends on here have way cooler ones than me. wanna see?!
me: you realize these 'friends' are prolly in jr high.
him: ahh man! people are leaving unhappy! i gotta make more seats!
me: blank stare.
him (dead serious): sweet, just made some fruit salad. people are coming back.
[and then he went to take care of his phone farm.
and i continued to watch 16 and pregnant. not joking.]

just another normal night at the wengs.
i love that man.
when it's right, he makes me not think so hard :)
and sometimes, that's just what i need.

i snuck this pic to show you just how high tim's hair grows. and he said,
"nooo! you're gonna put that on your blog!" i can't be trusted. womp.

my apologies. i know i'm all over the place tonight. see? that's what i get for thinking.
happy sunday, friends!