9:53am

i'm already hot.
& cranky.
a&e are eating toaster strudels in my bed.
tim's working on the roof of fresh&easy building a cell site. poor tim.
tim's gonna be extra hot on that there roof.
at least he's in murrieta. i better bring him smart water & popsicles.
i filed everything in my office yesterday.
i'm on an organizing kick. one room at a time, baby. feels good.
i prayed myself to sleep last night just like the pastor said.
sometimes praying makes me cry. you just can't hide things from the big guy.
audrey tells me almost everyday that i have a baby in my belly.
i don't.
especially when we're eating. "mommy, you're belly's getting bigger!"
thanks, kid.
speaking of big bellies, i used to try :) to work out to jillian michaels in the mornings.
ya, that's going well.
i'm giving the girls extra vitamin d this season.
did you know they doubled the dose for kids?
they've gotten the flu every year since they were born so we're trying something new.
i'll keep you posted.
last night we played go fish.
i've never seen a&e laugh so hard at me trying to reel in a big one.
they still think i'm funny.
at least somebody does.
i know it's short lived.
sad day.
i wonder if they'll want to wear makeup in the 6th grade like the kewl kids?
i bet they will 'cause they have blonde eyelashes.
it'll be strange to see them with makeup on.
i hope they don't want to. ever. okay, maybe on their wedding day.
just thinking of the father daughter dance makes me teary.
man, i'm getting old.
i'll be 30 next year. dirtyTHIRTY.
days like today, with the muggy clouds on top, make me think God's coming back.
maybe today's the day.
that would make today awesome.

good morning!

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